It's been one of those weeks where no matter how far ahead I think I am....I still miss the mark. Carpooling is great and I'm fortunate to have other moms that are in the same boat. Helping each other chauffeur our kiddos from one activity to the next has been a huge timesaver. There have been days when my carpooling schedule has been so crazy that it overlaps one another. And then, when I don't look at my calendar and just assume it's my day to be the taxi driver.....well you know what happens when you "assume" anything. At least there we two of us picking up....it could have easily gone the other way. Seriously, I can't keep it straight! I'm starting to think something is wrong with the 3 good brain cells I have left.
The other day after I had dropped off the Firecracker carpool, David and I headed to John's x-country meet. We were cutting it close....I wasn't sure how close....because I didn't have my GPS and I was forced to follow the written directions from the cross country information email. I have zero confidence in my navigation skills and with good reason....it's no secret that I'm not good with directions.....and we were way beyond my little 10 mile radius that I travel so frequently. Even David expressed his concerns that we were lost and was even more worried that I wouldn't be able to get us home.
So, after driving for what I was sure was way too far, I asked David if he would help me look for the sign to 27 N. He kindly obliged, but then added "I don't know why you need my help. You're the one that has the big ol' window to look out AND you don't have to look around any carseats." True dat....I had to agree with his backseat logic.
We finally made it to the meet....just in time to cheer on John and his teammates as they power housed the two mile trail. On the way home the two were talking in the back and I overheard David ask John how he ran so far. John's answer was simple. He said, "I keep going because I don't want to be last." He wasn't thinking about being way ahead, but about each step getting him closer to his goal....the finish line. Of course, the added pressure of not being last didn't hurt....in this case.

I thought about what he said and then realized something. Isn't that what God means when he tells us not to worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow will take care of itself (the JP translation of course)? It's not a new thought, but one I'm going to work on. I don't have to be way out in front of the pack....killing myself to "win", or be first, or whatever it is that makes me feel that way. I just have to keep moving forward....one step at a time....and I won't get behind. No one is asking me to be supermom....just mom.
One carpool at a time......